Motherhood

    11am -Whiskey on the rocks to settle the overwhelming anxiety & panic attacks, 12 pm Bubbles with lunch to celebrate, 1pm White wine offered by Mother in Law (doesn’t she remember I don’t like white wine?) 2pm Whiskey during the suffocation of...

I can only describe my 4 months of Post Natal Depression as feeling dead inside. Numb, why me? I need help. This is too hard, a wash of constant tears and emotions, Hating myself for having these feeling, rage, anger and then... silence. The silence was like an abyss...